I think you’d like this story: “Ninise’s Book Of Poems” by CephiniseJeanLouis on Wattpad http://my.w.tt/UiNb/fMLitrEkeE
Lately (for like two and a half days now), I’ve been thinking about daily Vlogging. Now I could make up some bullshit excuse as to why I wanna do it like “I wanna remember EVERYTHING” or “I wanna challenge myself” but really it’s just smart. Think about it. You live you life everyday, so daily vlogging is the same shit. You live your life, and just record it. In theory it sounds that simple but it’s not. First off you gonna edit that shit, and GOD FORBID, but if your internet’s shit, that ten to twenty something video is still gonna be uploading tomorrow when you go to make the next one, and I’ve never done it, but I can only imagine what naming and coming up with a thumb nail for that shit will be like. Hours of footage and then you cut that down to a reasonable time, and then you have to NAME IT? Like what, you gonna be like “I woke up went to Disney Land with my friends and then…..” Like YouTube would be like…..uuummm bish no. So, I’m calling it quits for today, but trust and believe that sometime this year I will upload a vlog to YouTube and put it on this blog to. So, keep your eyes peeled for that.
In life I get bored of things easily. I get all excited about something and then in a matter of anywhere from a few sections to a few months I’m over it. I wanted to learn how to play the piano once so I hopped on the internet and watched a bunch of YouTube videos and then in a matter of days I was over it. This also happened with the guitar, and I’m sure many other things that I’ve forgotten about. However, one thing that I keep coming back to is this, this blog. Life As Ninise is my third blog. I can’t really remember the first two, but I deleted them because I felt like I didn’t know what I was doing, and truthfully I still don’t know. However, despite this, here I am with yet another blog. This time I created it with the purpose of promoting my YouTube videos, but every now and again I get this guilty feel. Almost like my blog is my kid and I’m being a shitty parent or something. So, what do I do when I feel like that? I start writing again, and start up the cycle again. I really wish I knew why I keep feeling this way and coming back, but I guess it’s just one of those things that’s just in me.