Oh No!!

So yesterday, I’m pretty sure I brought myself a oneway ticket to hell, because right before going to bed I told my mother I didn’t believe in Christ anymore. When I told her she was livid and rather disapointed in me, especially because I got baptized last summer. But after I told her I had this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach, that I currently have as I write this. I believe in a higher power, I really do. I just……… Well I just don’t know and I feel like all my curiosity keeps me from believing. All in all I turly hope this feelpasses, cause I hate it. And I hate myself for feeling it. 😥😥

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